How many times have you ever sat calmly with no thoughts to bother your otherwise all time "pareshan" mind, absolutely one colored vision and everything else is dipped in the colors of ignorance, interfering your sight but does not matter anyways!! What you see is yourself in a blacked out environment which you don't fear, it does not even attracts your attention for now your domain of interest is "YOU".....that is the time when you would agree, "apni dhun mein rehta hu ;) ".
A strange absolute dark tranquility embraces you and eats up your desires, which create chaos, and leaves you with nothing to run for :). That is the time when you say "hell..m so damn happy ". Strange huh, suddenly you realize how you have wasted your time so far running for something which you never wanted! Perhaps you realize how wasteful it is even to search for what you want. All the 'minus' becomes 'plus', "the empty" seems "filled with emptiness" and you don't even want to get bothered judging the right and the wrong! Coz you now know, "its all the way it is supposed to be"
This is me that person I am talking about...I wish my mind understand this for good, but you can't blame it for being dynamic and making you keep moving....n there it is, awake again pestering me with its logics. Okay I give up but will have my time again when I could say..." Apni dhun mein rehta hu :) "
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I would just like to say that in the end...it is neither you nor anyone else......It is just "reality"...and it is up to you how you interpret that to satisfy yourself...or may be just an excuse to justify yourself.... :D
ohkay :) ....i hope u understand what u r sayin after observing life for so long ;)
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