How many times have you ever sat calmly with no thoughts to bother your otherwise all time "pareshan" mind, absolutely one colored vision and everything else is dipped in the colors of ignorance, interfering your sight but does not matter anyways!! What you see is yourself in a blacked out environment which you don't fear, it does not even attracts your attention for now your domain of interest is "YOU".....that is the time when you would agree, "apni dhun mein rehta hu ;) ".
A strange absolute dark tranquility embraces you and eats up your desires, which create chaos, and leaves you with nothing to run for :). That is the time when you say "hell..m so damn happy ". Strange huh, suddenly you realize how you have wasted your time so far running for something which you never wanted! Perhaps you realize how wasteful it is even to search for what you want. All the 'minus' becomes 'plus', "the empty" seems "filled with emptiness" and you don't even want to get bothered judging the right and the wrong! Coz you now know, "its all the way it is supposed to be"
This is me that person I am talking about...I wish my mind understand this for good, but you can't blame it for being dynamic and making you keep moving....n there it is, awake again pestering me with its logics. Okay I give up but will have my time again when I could say..." Apni dhun mein rehta hu :) "
Friday, March 20, 2009
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Few moments at the Window
Today evening I thought of expanding the boundaries of my little world, confined by the walls of my room and the memories hanging on them like old framed photographs left to be cared by dust. A voice within told me to let go these butterfly-thoughts out of the window. Was left with a cigarette, dim light of the setting sun coming in....me standing in between the chaos of my room, looking this little task of as a battle, wanted to let myself be at the boundary of the outside world to be explored and this cage.
A warrior holding the lighted sword between the fingers determined to go up there at the window and smoke away his loneliness at that thrilling height watching the birds tempting him to come along!
I put on some rock songs, yea they say it right....it makes it smoother to kick away confusions and make you do what you have decided! Walking towards my target on the tunes Saliva I finally slid the curtain aside and opened the window. on the tunes of "Broken Sunday".....hell yeah I felt liberated!! Sat on the little space letting my legs hang outside, felt like a king!!
Talking to the trees and the breeze.....they sound extraordinarily sweet :)
Bid the sun goodnight and here I am....thinking about these little moments of astonishment in life which makes you smile for some moments and show you paradise at times!
THOSE FEW MOMENTS AT THE WINDOW :)
A warrior holding the lighted sword between the fingers determined to go up there at the window and smoke away his loneliness at that thrilling height watching the birds tempting him to come along!
I put on some rock songs, yea they say it right....it makes it smoother to kick away confusions and make you do what you have decided! Walking towards my target on the tunes Saliva I finally slid the curtain aside and opened the window. on the tunes of "Broken Sunday".....hell yeah I felt liberated!! Sat on the little space letting my legs hang outside, felt like a king!!
Talking to the trees and the breeze.....they sound extraordinarily sweet :)
Bid the sun goodnight and here I am....thinking about these little moments of astonishment in life which makes you smile for some moments and show you paradise at times!
THOSE FEW MOMENTS AT THE WINDOW :)
Friday, September 5, 2008
the evil side of the one he loved
"In this beautiful early morning of a bright day....sitting on a chair, getting some rest out of the quantum mechanical world he was thinking after yesterday's inspiring class, really got amazed with the laws of nature.
He always believed in these mysterious cosmic analogies of every literal concept and things with the natural and physical entities. There is something for everything in nature....a prototypic replica of any physical or mythological or even spiritual thing is present in nature to show up all the vast diversities in the spectrum of God's creation. Starting from the sweetest sceneries of nature to the most cruel and evil maggot creatures created by ill minds!!
But then he wonders why somethings cant be explained completely and left as a mystery.....as the one he finds this time in his life. A mystery, that how cant we look through the fancy masks of the evil, the scar-face creatures from the hell who wear beautiful human skin, why cant we sense them out? And when he go deep into the thoughts then he gets further amazed as how some of these parasites live and thrive amongst us and doesn't find any analogy in this wotld of the almighty creator, to actually classify them away!
He is drowning into the darkness now, closed his eyes and his mind going paranoid. Falling deep as if he is falling from the institute building and descending into death. The more deep he goes, he watch the flesh of a human face burning out inch by inch in that storm of fire blowing around....inch by inch he watch the true evil coming out of that face, the evil he recognizes now, who feeds on emotions, drinks blood from the dead hearts....as the face is revealing, his pupil is getting widen, a fear holds him tight and an itch grips his soul. There goes the last disguise flesh of the evil.....a sudden pain in his heart arises as if something pinched him....."JAGRATI....."....this was the last word he utters before he wakes up and comes back to a less dangerous world, after he saw the evil face revealed. Breathing hard, and again...amazed at the creations of God....this spectrum, where we see heaven and also somethings more frightful than hell.
He always believed in these mysterious cosmic analogies of every literal concept and things with the natural and physical entities. There is something for everything in nature....a prototypic replica of any physical or mythological or even spiritual thing is present in nature to show up all the vast diversities in the spectrum of God's creation. Starting from the sweetest sceneries of nature to the most cruel and evil maggot creatures created by ill minds!!
But then he wonders why somethings cant be explained completely and left as a mystery.....as the one he finds this time in his life. A mystery, that how cant we look through the fancy masks of the evil, the scar-face creatures from the hell who wear beautiful human skin, why cant we sense them out? And when he go deep into the thoughts then he gets further amazed as how some of these parasites live and thrive amongst us and doesn't find any analogy in this wotld of the almighty creator, to actually classify them away!
He is drowning into the darkness now, closed his eyes and his mind going paranoid. Falling deep as if he is falling from the institute building and descending into death. The more deep he goes, he watch the flesh of a human face burning out inch by inch in that storm of fire blowing around....inch by inch he watch the true evil coming out of that face, the evil he recognizes now, who feeds on emotions, drinks blood from the dead hearts....as the face is revealing, his pupil is getting widen, a fear holds him tight and an itch grips his soul. There goes the last disguise flesh of the evil.....a sudden pain in his heart arises as if something pinched him....."JAGRATI....."....this was the last word he utters before he wakes up and comes back to a less dangerous world, after he saw the evil face revealed. Breathing hard, and again...amazed at the creations of God....this spectrum, where we see heaven and also somethings more frightful than hell.
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